One week since the IUI...and one more week till I can test. I'm freaking out. I'm trying not to. But it's hard not to get excited, especially this time. Two follicles and Larry's counts being 5x better than last time...things are just looking so good! But I find myself having to reel myself back in...and not look at pregnancy websites because I don't want to be so disappointed again. I'm excited, but totally scared. Sometimes, I get a great feeling about it and just know that it worked, but I'm also having a hard time wrapping my head around being a mommy, and I don't know if that's a sign that it's just not meant to be....I just don't know. I'm really no good at waiting, especially when I'm so scared of the outcome.
7 more days. I really hope this is the time!!
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