Tired and just cranky

I really want to just crawl into bed and sleep past all this crap. I hate that I feel like this. I really thought that I had a handle on all of this but apparently not. I'm angry. I'm hurt. Why can't I just have this one thing? And why can't it be easy for once? I'm so tired of fighting for everything. I just want one thing to happen that I don't have to fight every step of the way for! I just really want some answers. Last night, I really wanted to just lash out at Wal-Mart and knock all of the pregnancy tests off the shelf. I really just want to throw things and have a temper tantrum.

Whatever.