A little update

This week we are at Balloon Fiesta all week. It's so awesome to be back. We've really missed it a lot, and we're having so much fun.

I'm really working hard to be very patient. My friends that are pregnant...I'm so excited for them. But it's so hard to see all of the talk about it still. Whether or not we're going to adopt, it's still really very hard for me to deal with knowledge that it may never happen for me. *sigh*

Sometimes I think it would be a lot easier if it was just a black and white "you can't have kids." Then at least I would know for sure that I didn't have any chance instead of holding on to that little bit of hope.

Ugh. Really glad that I have something to keep my mind off of things and keep me pretty much off of facebook and twitter for at least a week. Needing a break.