Nothing really new to report. It's still the same ol, same ol. Waiting for the VA still, of course. At the point in the month where it's just a waiting game. Definitely not looking forward to the pregnancy test in a week or two. I should be looking forward to it. This should be something that's good, something that you don't mind happening. But I dread it. Let me rephrase that. I dread the disappointment and the heartache.
I'm craving the weirdest things again. I can't wait for this to be in the past. I want to get pregnant so bad....but damn. I feel like a freak. I get all of these symptoms and stuff for waaaay more than 9 months. How does God choose what we go through? *sigh*
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